I extended my stay again hahaha.... Yes i know its a getting a bit out of hand. Lots of things have been on my mind the past few days. Sometimes i find myself having a real urge to blog it, to have some record of my thoughts and feelings... but once i get in front of this entry interface... dunno.. kinda just blanks out.

anyways... i was reading a blog of an old friend... she talked about dreams... for the past 3 days... well except saturday night heheh  went out drinking hehe... i've been having these weird ass dreams.... its not like nightmares but its disturbing enough to wake me. The dreams are not scary or anything... well not in the usual sense. The first 2 dreams were kind of the same... some person or groups of people do something that kinda totally stress you out. those moments when you are so annoyed and disappointed that you feel like your either going to have a heart attack... or if you have a base ball bat you would beat the shit out of that person (ok kinda exaggerating).... but these dreams get progressively worse... yesterday i dreamt I was this guy having dinner with his best friend and his father. Suddenly the father has a heart attack. So we're trying to get him to the hospital or something and he runs off to get the car... but then the father dies in my arms.  STRESS. wonder what will it be tonight.

Back in HK... 2nd day... Its so freaking hot.... the humidity isnt helping. Think i'll be heading up to china for the week. I was at Wanchai the other day and saw this building fully clad in stainless steel. The name escapes me all the sudden. Must be a pain in the butt to clean, unless they used them fancy pancy coatings on it... but i saw workers cleaning the side of the building... guess not. Still havent gotten to a point where labor = the highest % of total cost i guess. Good and bad in some ways.

with wages so low how can the regular working guy in China ever get anywhere...  sad. 

back in hk for a few days... idling again hehehe.... went out to dinner at this place called Uncle Fais hot pot in TST. pretty good.... a few days ago i was telling someone about the place and was even planing to go over the weekend... but heheh today someone end up treating to dinner ahahha and at Uncle Fais... this weekned mite go to Aberdeen for some seafood... i miss the lobster wif cheeze wif fried rice on the bottom... a variation on the yee meen... yummy hahahaha having a head ache from all the drinking tonight...

one thing i learn today... what we consider as brown nosing in western culture, ppl in eastern culture actually find it dunno how to say... good manners? guess there really is a cultural difference... the longer im here the more i see this. dunno hehehe like usa style more... frown on the brown nosing mofos! hehehe  

listening to some old songs........ ÇÓ ÈÝ×æ¶ù....... maybe i should load it hehe

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hmmmm.... today i called a friend of mine in hk... had a question about some of the plans for this year.... and we go into talking about what happned with all the sponsorship and stuf that was promised late last year by a few companies.... didnt even remeber this stuff until i was looking back on some email correspondence with the guys in japan. anyways... looking back lots of stuff that was talked about and plan didnt get to be put into action.... ops seemed so wide open last year.... but i guess they got put aside with everyone being busy and all. Another example of what happens when im back in the states. i kinda just loose track of things and oppurtunities because shit here just pisses me off.  So i brought up the China thing and he tells me they cant find anyone to manage it. I asked if there was still a problem with managing the team... and he tells me its not that... its just that they are so engulfed with preparing the cars that theres not enough man power to handle everything... and he asked me when am in gonna go over and start up the china thing... kinda got me all excited about it again... aiii hehehe the stress... still trying to figure out how to work on both sides of the pacific. and im not so sure they are serious about it.... it would be nice though. anyways japan needs a sound biz plan or marketing strategy, I would too... kinda disappointed in them for giving up on all the sponsorship deals because they didnt want to spend the time to just put something together... this is like the 5th time they asked me to stay in hk/china.... what to do what to do? a side of me really wants to... and i really believe there's potential for success there. but then im chicken ass these days and rather have everything sound here b4 i take that step to invest all that time in starting something.... aiii what to do what to do?